#aaa my first Jamil fic

[viperwhispered]

Fixation

Relationship: Jamil Viper/fem!Reader Contents: reader's not Yuu, smut, some dubious consent (though you're generally into it), aged-up characters, post-NRC, kinda dark!Jamil in that he has learned to get what he wants, just not necessarily in a good way Rating: Explicit Words: 4.7 k

Summary:

Suddenly, with perfect clarity, you realize how Jamil has set this whole thing up. How everything until now has been leading to this.

The thrill of that thought is what makes you drop all pretenses and yield to him.

Author's notes: Yes the fic I talked about ages ago is finally here! This started of as dub-/noncon pwp, but Jamil insisted on having some plot and buildup. Reader also ended up quite enthusiastic about the whole thing. So for the most part, I'd say the dubcon is pretty mild. You can also find this fic on AO3.

Sometimes it is hard to tell if being a financial advisor to Kalim Al-Asim is a great opportunity or simply a terrible headache.

You certainly have plenty to work with - literally, as Kalim is just as ridiculously wealthy as the rest of the family. Truly a chance of a lifetime to learn and prove yourself capable.

However, Kalim is also notoriously excitable and thus often ends up being rather fickle. He’s all too ready to abandon previously established plans whenever a new, “brilliant” idea occurs to him. Keeping him on track has turned out to be one of the most important skills you need in order to do your job right, and one that causes you the most headaches.

Thankfully Jamil is there to smooth out the rough patches – sure, it feels like he might be present more than necessary just to keep an eye on you, but Jamil is also genuinely helpful when you’re at the end of your rope trying to keep Kalim on track.

Kalim is nice, sure, and a very understanding boss with plenty of faith in your abilities. But there is something very comfortable about working with someone like Jamil, who you can trust to keep on top of things and think ahead, no matter what.

Of course Jamil is competent. In his position he has to be. But it isn’t just his skill, but the whole way he carries and presents himself, that suits your fancy. Calm, clever, level-headed… Really, you’ve lucked out, even with the caution and suspicion Jamil still occasionally shows you.

You also have to admit that Jamil being so attractive certainly works in his favor. You, however, are a professional. Jamil may be nice to look at, but you refuse to let such thoughts cloud your mind while you work together.

Still, every glimpse of Jamil’s person, of who he is outside his duties, feels like a small victory and makes you want to learn more.

Then, there is the incident.

Kalim has invited some prospective business partners for an evening party, and you are also there to make their acquaintance. Kalim’s parties are always full of extravaganza, even – or especially – when they’re for business purposes. Yet, you can’t quite fully relax and mingle while you have to maintain professional appearances. You’re here to form a partnership, after all, before you’re here to have fun.

Later in the evening you withdraw to the gardens for a moment of fresh air and quiet. You barely have the chance to relax a little and take a few deep breaths when you notice Jamil coming your way.

Seems you aren’t the only one looking for a moment of respite.

“Hi Jamil. Seems everything has been going fine so far. How have things been on your end?”

“Nothing unusual. Managing everything has kept me busy.”

“I bet. When Kalim talked about a small evening gathering, I certainly didn’t expect something this elaborate,” you say with a small laugh.

Jamil sighs.

“I am glad I could talk him out of the full parade, at least.”

It is a small change in Jamil’s demeanor when he seems to take note of something, yet you don’t miss the change in his posture or the momentary scowl.

“Is something the matter?” you ask.

Jamil doesn’t respond. Instead he walks around you and raises his voice.

“Can I help you?”

You turn to follow Jamil and see he’s addressing a pair of servants standing by a side door. They are wearing Asim livery, though even you can tell they’ve dressed sloppily.

Ah. Probably Jamil simply has some instructions to give to these two. Or a scolding for slacking off.

You only pay half a mind to Jamil asking the two what they’re up to. Besides, the night air is a little cold, perhaps you should head back inside…

“What did you do?!”

The sudden shout startles you. You see one of the servants brandish a magical gem, pointed right at Jamil, while the other is standing unnaturally still.

Jamil, in contrast, looks perfectly composed.

Like he has full confidence in being able to handle the situation with ease.

“Take your friend down,” Jamil commands.

To your surprise, the servant who was just standing there obeys with no hesitation, lunging towards his companion. 

You flinch and turn away, but that doesn't stop you from hearing the sounds of struggle.

The sounds that follow are not much easier to bear. The fight seems to end quickly, the servant that threatened Jamil pinned to the ground. Yet now he’s making desperate pleas for his companion to snap out of it, interspersed with heated accusations of betrayal.

"Make him look at me," Jamil orders.

Somehow, your eyes are drawn to Jamil. That confident posture, his arms crossed across his chest, that smirk on his lips… His eyes slightly narrowed, not in suspicion this time but in what you can only describe as smug satisfaction.

You only realize you’ve been staring when Jamil speaks again. Words of mastery and command that soon silence the struggling servant, leaving them just as compliant as their companion.

You’re no mage, but even you can recognize a spell being cast.

"There you are."

You can practically feel the satisfaction in Jamil's tone.

Suddenly, Jamil turns to you, palm raised in your direction. “You have your phone with you, do you not? Hand it over.”

You’re clearly out of your depth here, still unaware of just what is going on. Yet, you see no reason not to do as Jamil asks, so you take your phone out and hand it to him. 

While prying open the back of your phone, Jamil addresses the pair.

"You’re not doing this alone, are you? You will incapacitate any other helpers or coconspirators you have within the estate. Be as subtle as you can, but do not shy from using force if necessary. Your first priority is to protect the guests in the hall, even at the cost of your own lives if necessary.”

Jamil takes out a small piece of what looks like plastic out from the back of your phone and hands it to one of the apparent intruders.

“You will keep this on your person at all times. Understood?”

“Yes, master.”

“Do you know what you need to do?”

“We need to subdue our accomplices, by any means necessary.”

“Good. Go on, then.”

You’re slack-jawed as you stare after the pair as they depart. Meanwhile, Jamil pulls out his own phone and calls security, informs them of intruders at the compound and that one of said intruders is now carrying a GPS tracker.

"We should get back before we are missed,” Jamil says.

He takes another look at you and raises an eyebrow.

“Do not be concerned. What threat they might have posed has been dealt with,” Jamil soothes you.

You can’t say you feel particularly soothed.

“What… what just happened?” you ask.

“Just a few fools who thought they could do as they please. While the situation is under control, you should not wander around lonesome. Come, let’s head back in.”

You allow Jamil to lead you back inside while your mind is racing a mile a minute.

You had a GPS tracker inside your phone?

Did you really just watch Jamil compel an intruder to turn on their companion, just like that?

You should be more bothered by the idea of intruders making it to the grounds. You should be bothered by what Jamil had them do.

Instead, your mind fixates on Jamil, on that calm, confident air of superiority. The easy mastery he had over the situation.

You knew Jamil to be level-headed and able to handle most situations with ease. But you’ve never before seen him quite like this.

Ruthless. Cunning.

The guests apparently never even found out about the attempted attack. As for you, you can’t take your mind off it.

Yet perhaps the most concerning thing is how much you seemed to like seeing him like this.

- - - - - - -

Better said, you can’t take your mind off the Jamil you saw that night.

How is this side of Jamil so attractive? Attractive enough that your fascination with him soon goes far beyond professional interest.

It is easy enough for you to get Kalim to talk about his retainer, praise easily falling from Kalim’s lips. Stories of their time together at Night Raven College, childhood reminiscences, the latest things Jamil has excelled in.

Yet Kalim hardly talks about the sides of Jamil that interest you the most.

You aren’t snooping – definitely not – yet now that you’re looking for it, you begin to see signs of things going Jamil’s way. Slight nudges in different affairs, careful suggestions or supposed slips of the tongue that seem innocuous on the surface. Sometimes, these things benefit Kalim, sometimes them both. 

Yet, often enough, the benefit seems to be solely to Jamil. More and more power, gathering at his fingertips.

Ruthless. Cunning. Ambitious.

It shouldn’t make you so hot and bothered, shouldn’t fuel all kinds of indecent fantasies. Yet you can’t help your thoughts revolving around one Jamil Viper and all those secrets he holds so very close to his chest.

When Jamil pulls you aside one day, you barely manage to maintain your mask of professionalism. By now, you’re so far gone that you find it difficult not getting distracted just being in his presence.

If he were to direct all that drive towards you… Just the thought is enough to make you heated.

- - - - - - -

"What game are you playing?" Jamil asks you as soon as you are alone.

You realize his expression is eerily similar to the one he wore when that intruder appeared.

That is the only thing your mind seems to grasp, as the rest of you is simply confused by this sudden question.

Jamil sighs, looking very much like he’s disappointed.

"You're clearly keeping an eye on me, and trying to get information out of Kalim. What for?"

Oh.

"Surely you know by now," you say, unable to look Jamil in the eye. You’ve done your best not to be too forward, not wanting to cross any boundaries. Still, it seems your interest in him could hardly go unnoticed, not by someone as sharp – and careful – as Jamil.

Oh.

"Just tell me what you’re planning. Is it a higher position you're after? Are you hoping to find some blackmail, perhaps?" Jamil says, his expression cold.

Oh no.

You merely stare at Jamil for a moment, your mouth suddenly dry. Is that really what he thinks of you? That you have some sort of a plan that you’re concocting?

"Jamil." 

You lick your lips, hoping to will some moisture into your mouth. How in the world are you to find the right words here, without digging yourself into an even deeper hole? 

“I was just curious, is all. I did not mean to intrude.”

“Curious? Do you expect me to believe that?” Jamil certainly doesn’t look like he does.

“I'm just… intrigued, and impressed, by you. By what you do. I guess seeing you so easily deal with the intruders made me want to know more about you.”

Does that sound weird? You hope it doesn’t sound weird.

"Is that so?" Jamil asks, an eyebrow raised in question. You think – you hope – he’s lowered his guard, at least a little.

“Yes. Just, you know, wanted to know more about who I’m working with. That’s all.”

You force your hands to stay still, as much as they’re itching to fidget.

"I… I apologize if I've overstepped and made you feel uncomfortable." You are going to be an adult about this, but by the sands do you wish you weren't having this conversation right now. Clearly you have not given the correct impression. At all. But unfortunately you have no idea how to salvage this mess.

You can only hope your cheeks aren’t too red. This situation is embarrassing enough as is without you also looking like a fool.

Jamil remains quiet. If he was carefully watching you earlier, now it feels like he is trying to see your very soul.

“If you truly are simply curious, would it not be better to ask directly from the person you want to know about?” Jamil eventually says.

So, Jamil, do you often like to flex your confidence and skills in such an attractive manner?

Yeah, that would go over so well.

“Yeah… Probably. I’ll keep that in mind for the future. Really sorry to give you cause for concern.”

This whole exchange really is just humiliating.

"Well, if you don't mind, I'd better get back to work." You hope your smile isn't too strained.

Perhaps it is just your imagination, but you think you can feel Jamil’s eyes bore into your back while you walk away, trying to maintain some semblance of looking natural and not utterly frazzled and mortified.

Oh goodness. How are you to get over this one? Sure, Jamil is a cautious man, but for him to outright question you like this… Clearly, you need to get a grip on yourself, stat.

After that confrontation, you keep your distance from Jamil. You interact with him only in professional matters – cordially, but no more than you have to.

Well, that is what you try to do. Because you find yourself increasingly in situations where it is just you and Jamil, working on something or other together.

You can only assume he's doing this to keep a very careful eye on you. Which means that all you can do is to keep to your best behavior.

Sometimes it feels like Jamil is testing you – turning up to your office silently and unannounced, or asking you sudden questions while you’re working together. Always, his eyes are on you, like he’s weighing your every move and word.

Sometimes you wonder if Kalim is using all his business dealings simply as excuses to host parties and travel.

When you thought about having his full attention on you, this was not quite what you had in mind.

- - - - - - -

On this particular occasion Kalim decided to make a trip out of it, so now you are in a foreign land, enjoying most lavish treatment as your hosts are doing everything in their power to butter up the Asim heir and his whole entourage.

You’re not even sure why you’re here, since usually you’re not involved at this stage of negotiations. But since Kalim asked you to join, promising you a chance to visit a new country in luxury, you couldn't possibly refuse.

Still, you’re grateful that your personal rooms are tucked away from the rest. With all the socializing you have to do, you appreciate this chance for peace and quiet.

You wonder how Jamil does it. He’s so much more intricately involved with Kalim’s life than you are, and being involved with Kalim means being involved with all his parties and trips and family and friends. You can only imagine how draining that must be.

You’ve only just had the chance to get to your room. The bed looks very soft and inviting, yet you do your best to resist its lure. You’ll want to get ready for tonight’s program, after all.

You just about get started with washing up when there's a steady knock on your door. For a moment, you consider simply ignoring it – perhaps it’s just a member of the household staff, and they’ll leave you alone if you don’t respond.

The next moment your work phone rings.

Groaning, you dry yourself quickly and throw on a bathrobe – if you had the time, you’d love to revel in the softness of it.

Surprisingly enough, your phone is still ringing by the time you get to it.

“Hi Jamil. What is it?”

“Is there a reason you’re not opening your door?”

I’m not exactly dressed is what you think of saying.

“I was just about to freshen up a bit. Is it urgent?”

“We haven’t yet checked if your room is as it should.”

Ah, yes. The bug check.

While Jamil always takes extra care to make sure Kalim’s quarters are safe from any harmful spells or technomancy, the rest of Kalim’s entourage gets their checks, too. After all, you have access to valuable information – and people – which could be of interest to listening ears or malicious actors.

Considering the particularly watchful eye Jamil has kept on you ever since you roused his suspicions, you suppose you shouldn’t be surprised he’s doing the check personally.

You think of the time Jamil disposed of those intruders. Maybe the dangers that come from associating with someone as important as Kalim Al-Asim are actually the worst part of your job, and dealing with Kalim’s antics is a breath of fresh air in comparison.

“Alright. I’ll let you in.”

While you would prefer to look more put together in front of Jamil, you can’t justify delaying him, either. As usual, he probably has his whole day planned to the last minute, after all.

Besides, you just need to stay off to the side while Jamil does his thing, it’s not like he’ll be paying much attention to you anyway.

You hope.

You pull back your wet hair, checking yourself in the mirror quickly - just to make sure you’re not accidentally indecent, you tell yourself - and let Jamil in.

Jamil simply gives you a nod and you scurry off to the side, letting him pull out his spy bug detector and cast a few spells.

“You’re avoiding me,” Jamil suddenly says.

Sometimes, you really wish he’d drop this straightforward manner he’s adopted with you. One of these days he’s going to give you an actual heart attack.

“I’m just trying to stay out of your way.”

Jamil turns to you with a roll of his eyes.

“I mean, you have been trying to avoid me. For a while.”

You consider protesting, but with the way Jamil’s looking at you, it feels like a futile effort.

It’s not like he’s wrong, after all.

“It seemed I had overstepped. I didn’t want to make you feel uncomfortable.” You say, your words a little feeble even to your own ears.

“Is that your excuse?”

Jamil steps closer, and you find yourself taking a step backwards.

“Is it really my comfort you are so concerned about?” he questions. There is something bold about the way he looks at you, and you find your heart racing under his piercing gaze.

The bathrobe suddenly feels like far too little coverage to your liking. Far too unprofessional. Much too vulnerable.

“If I’m supposed to believe that you were simply being curious… I’m sure you’d be willing to prove it.” There’s something menacing about Jamil’s tone, yet also something thrilling that makes your stomach twist into knots.

You don’t even realize how much you’ve been backing up until your heel hits the wall. There’s a triumphant smirk on Jamil’s features when he steps firmly into your personal space and places one of his hands on your waist.

"Tell me," Jamil practically whispers. His breath tickles your ear, making you shiver. "Just how difficult are you going to make this for me?"

With just a slight move of his head Jamil’s lips make contact with your skin. A small noise escapes your throat - whether it’s more startled or excited, you’re not sure.

You hear Jamil’s low chuckle, and suddenly, with perfect clarity, you realize how he has set this whole thing up. How everything until now has been leading to this. How thoroughly cornered you are, and not just physically.

The thrill of that thought is what makes you drop all pretenses and yield to him.

Jamil leans even closer, drags his tongue across your neck, and you tense and melt at the same time, your mind clouded.

You can hardly do anything when his touch and lips and warmth and closeness overwhelm you.

Really, how could you possibly think in a situation such as this? How could you think when you can barely even breathe?

Suddenly Jamil presses you against the wall with his body, the movement so sudden it pushes the air out of your lungs.

You’re thoroughly caged, trapped between Jamil’s warmth and the cold wall behind you, yet there’s nowhere else you’d rather be.

Well, perhaps the bed does tempt you a little, but only if you can have Jamil there with you.

Jamil’s lips find yours, your bodies melding together. There’s something almost hungry about the way he kisses and holds you – if such a restrained man as himself could display such an emotion.

You certainly are ravenous for him. Your lips eagerly meet his, your hands desperately seek to feel more of him. You manage to slip under his layers, feeling the warm skin underneath, and you can feel Jamil twitch under your touch.

Jamil pulls away a little, only to undo the knot holding your bathrobe closed. He pushes the garment aside, sliding it partway down your shoulders. For a moment he pauses, looking you up and down.

The way he looks at you… Oh, you can hardly believe it.

His fingertips trail up your sides in an almost distracted manner, like all his focus is on just eating you up with his eyes. Meanwhile, the way the bathrobe hanging off your arms makes it difficult for you to continue exploring him, especially since Jamil seems to have no intention of giving you the space to fully shrug the garment off.

"So… Either you were telling me the truth about simply being interested. Or this is just another thing you're willing to do to get what you want,” Jamil says, a hint of amusement in his tone.

“I see you won’t be making this difficult at all,” he murmurs, his tone strangely breathless.

“Why would I?” you respond.

Oh, you certainly won’t. Not when your excitement is drowning out any other thoughts in your mind. Just the sensation of Jamil’s hands on your body, feeling you up… Oh, you really do want so much more.

Before you know it, his hands are on your breasts. It’s not gentle, the way he palms you, yet you find you are more than okay with that.

You’re not quite sure which is heating you up more: Jamil’s hands or that intense look in his eyes. It’s like not even the smallest detail could escape his notice right now

You open your mouth to speak, yet your unspoken words turn into a strangled noise when Jamil tugs on one of your nipples. He simply raises an eyebrow and brings a finger to your lips to signal you to be silent. He plays with the peak with his finger and a few quiet whimpers bubble up in the back of your throat. You bite your lip to keep quiet, your back arching into the touch.

.Jamil leans close again, his breath hot on your neck.

“No one has a reason to pass by here, but do try to control yourself and keep quiet.”

Jamil’s hands remain on your chest while his lips return to your neck – whether he simply enjoys that spot, or the reactions he can pull out of you, you’re not sure. He sucks on the skin, and another undignified yelp forces its way halfway out your mouth.

You start tugging on Jamil’s clothes, wanting to see as much of you as he has seen of you. Jamil, however, quickly stops you.

“We do not have that much time in our hands.”

Your protests do not move him, only earning you another stern look.

One of Jamil’s hands trails down your body, and you draw in a quick breath when you realize where it’s headed. Across your ribs, down your stomach, following the line of your hips…

Jamil cups your mound with his palm, like it’s just another part of your body for him to touch as he wishes. Soon, a finger slips between your pussy lips, simply exploring you. 

You actually gasp when that finger brushes your clit, a jolt going through you.

“Just look at you… So eager for me,” Jamil murmurs.

Why is it so hot when he looks at you like that? Like he’s got you just where he wants you. Like he’s so satisfied with what he’s done – and what he’s about to do.

“You’re not fair. I can’t even see you properly, while here I am, all… exposed,” you complain.

“So?”

Jamil simply brushes off any further complaints you make. Instead he continues touching and teasing you, like he intends to thoroughly familiarize himself with the feel of your body and the reactions he can pull out of you.

For someone who’s saying you’re on limited time, he certainly seems to take full advantage of enjoying you.

“Jamil…” you breathe out, wondering how to word your growing need. You don’t think you’ve ever wanted something – or someone – inside you as much as you do at this moment.

“Impatient? Get on the bed, then.”

Why is his smug look so damn attractive?

You’re far too horny to question the effect further. Instead, when Jamil steps back to give you room, you immediately take advantage of it. You finally shrug the bathrobe off all the way and wrap your arms around Jamil, kissing him deeply.

Jamil’s tone is a little shaky when he speaks.

“Bed. On your hands and knees.”

Your mind is far too clouded by lust and anticipation for you to even consider disagreeing. So you do as he asks and look at Jamil over your shoulder.

Jamil undoes his clothes just enough to free his hard cock. You get to take only one greedy look at it before Jamil grips your hips and pulls you closer to the edge of the bed. He takes the chance to grope your ass and feel you up.

Then he lines himself up, dragging his cock along your folds a few times before pushing inside. Your hands grip the sheets, the long-awaited stretch pleasant yet intense.

You barely register Jamil’s hiss, too occupied by the feeling of him settling in inside you.

Then he pulls back, pushes back in, and you have to stifle a yelp.

It takes a little adjusting until Jamil can drive into you like he wants to. His hands have a firm hold on your hips, leaving you to just take what he has to give.

Or for him to take what he wants from you.

Each push is a delicious stretch, each bottoming out fills you with sharp pleasure.

“Mmm, s’good,” you mumble, torn between trying to keep quiet and wanting to give voice to the pleasure building inside you.

Jamil lets out a low chuckle.

“Aren’t you something,” he says, his tone somewhere between taunting and satisfied.

Jamil shifts a little, picks up the pace as his breathing becomes heavier. He’s pulling you so close to him, driving in hard enough that you wish to cry out with every thrust. It’s so good, yet so intense, and you can’t help trying to pull away.

"Ahhh, Jamil, it's too much, I can't-"

His hands only grip your hips tighter, ensuring you won’t be going anywhere.

You can’t bite back your noises anymore, a cry escaping your lips with every thrust. You bury your face into a pillow in an attempt to stifle the high-pitched yelps.

Your fists close around your sheets, your body trembling from the shocks of intense pleasure coursing through you – not to mention how every snap of Jamil’s hips makes your body jolt forwards, your breasts swaying with the movements.

Suddenly Jamil’s hips stutter, his low groan going straight to your core. With a few shallow thrusts Jamil empties himself inside you. 

You fall slack, breathless, Jamil’s hands on your hips the only thing holding you up.

“Even better than I hoped,” Jamil murmurs, his tone unusually mellow.

You remain like that for just a moment, before Jamil pulls out of you.

"Look at me."

You exhale, slowly, then turn around just enough for your eyes to meet Jamil’s. There’s something hypnotic about those grey eyes…

The next thing you know, you're alone in the room. A hazy thought lingers at the back of your sated mind, something you can't quite catch.

It's no matter. Glancing at the clock you realize you have just about enough time to get yourself ready for the evening.

How long it is going to take before you can look at Jamil with a straight face is another matter altogether.

Author's notes: And there we go! Took so much longer than I anticipated for various reasons, but finally it's here. So glad to have this done and published. I've worked on this so long I have no idea what's good and what's not anymore, so I'd love to hear your (constructive) feedback! It sure has been a while since I wrote fic (& smut) last, and perhaps jumping into a new fandom and new character with an imagined future version wasn't the easiest way to go about it. But that's how it goes sometimes. Tagging @yuuyuu-yuuyuu, @diodellet and @anxiously-sidequesting as requested

[reeniecon]

-levels of possessiveness-

Include malleus draconia, lilia vanrouge, rook hunt, kalim al asim and Jamil Viper

‼️⚠️ : gn!Reader,I haven't proof read it yet, mentions of chapter 7 npc's names on lilias part, might be come out as yandere tendencies than possessiveness...

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- kalim al asim -

• I know some of you gonna disagree with me, BUT HEAR ME OUT OKAY

• since he was a little kid he always get what he wanted right?

• why wouldn't get this one ?

• YOU GET THE IDEA RIGHT HEHEHEHE

• hm? Oh u want to go out by urself? No way hahahah, take jamil with you~ or u want me to accompany you?

• Ooooo waitt sweety dont do the chores :(( ur hand will get hurt by that, just let the maid do it for you okayy?? Oh you felt sorry for him?? For working alone? oh dont worry baba(father) will recuit the maids tmr hhe

- jamil Viper -

• this one are not very surprising

• jamil didn't really get the chance to have something in life that really his on the first place

• so, when he finally did and someone are trying to take it away from him he get really possessive over it

• he can protect kalim all the time so... He faced by almost 0 problem trying to protect you

" Jamil.. What is that?? Can we get that? " You asked him

" I can make more healthier version of it at home, are you okay with that dear? " He speak " And uh...look, dear the cooking oil that there using, it's already black soo that mean they have been using it multiple time without changing it, I wouldn't want you to eat that not-very-healty oil I'm I?" He carefully explains to you

You can sigh to him " Okay... "

" Good, let's head back I'll make it for you" He smiled sweetly to you

- lilia vanrouge -

• lmao do I need to explain??

• he is a fae

• and already lived a long life

• he knows the pain of losing people he loved dearly mallenoa.. Malleus mother and malleus father...

• so naturally he didn't want to get hurt by that feeling again of course.

• that's why he get very possessive of you

• if you're a long lived creature you might see him be not so possessive towards you because he knows he had a lot of time to spend with you.

• BUT, if you're a human... He *sigh* yeah you know the rest

" My dearie" Lilia calls for you

" Where have youve been?? " He added

" Oh, lilia I just got back from heartslabyul actually, just meet adeuce " You explain while giggling

" Hm, why lying my dear" He glares to you, while flying closer to you

" What.. No what do you mean Lilia! " You panic a little bit because what he just say to you

"Fufu.. My lovely dear... Don't lie to me okay? I know everything going on in your life " He say gently while He stroke your hair

- malleus draconia -

• HE IS A DRAGON.

• dragon are KNOWN to be a possessive creature sooo what makes you think he is any different

• he probably lock u up somewhere if he want to lmao

• not only a normal dragon but he is a dragon with POWERS he is the crowns prince to the Briar valley soooo

• he basically can do whatever he wants lol

• good luck if you catches his eyes lmao he might never let you go until your funeral, keyword MIGHT

- idia shroud -

• aaa this wired boy

• lacking basic human interaction and affection wwww

• in my eyes he would either be

• no please don't leave me boy or don't leave me or ill kms / destroy all of it

• WOULD STALK U, he probably hack into the campus CCTV just to check what are you doing currently

• asking ortho to follow you and assist you with everything you need

• would probably sends anonymous deaths threats to any guy who are flirting with you

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Rook is such a fascinating character and your character study felt like reading an appreciation post for him in the best way possible😭😭

Like you wrote him so in character in sucha tender way and like OHMMDISI oh my goodness he felt *real* and just the way you went about articulating his appreciation for beauty in all of its facets was absolutely wonderful and now I’m gonna be thinking about the French man for days on end.

He’s so cute and him being stunned at being appreciated and just *seen* UGH no one talk to me while I wallow and weep at the sheer magnificence of this ficlet. OH MY GOODNESS THE WRITING HAD ME SWOONING BRo

you nailed the cadence and uniqueness of his thought pattern oh my gosh I need this one shot printed into my eyeballs I’m going to go to bed tonight and reread this for sweet dreams istg it was so good PSHCIWHW

IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR RAMBLIMG SO MUCH IM JUST YOU’RE MAKING ME ILL WITH YOUR WRITING 😓😓😓😓😓 /pos!!!!

ALSO AZUL SWEEP)????????

one part of me is caught between jumping with joy because Azul is basically tied in my first, but another part of me was like honestly expecting Jamil to win LMAO (not complaining I swear🙏🙏) I CAMT WAIT TO READ MORE OF YOUR STUFF RAHHHHH🎉🎉

omg omg thank you so much !?*@*# I'm literally bouncing off my walls rn.

tbh it started out as a character study and somehow ended up as a love letter to this absolute oddball. he's so dear to me I'm gonna cry.

everytime I read or write something Rook, I know he's comic relief in a lot of situations but it has to be lonely, being so different in his thought process. and I'm so glad you like my take on him 🫶🫶🫶🫶

and omg Azul sweep!!! it went from Riddle Jamil tie to Azul so quickly.

also please don't be sorry for rambling, it has me kicking my feet and muffling my giggles in my pillow.

aaa thank you so much again, 🫂🫂🫂

[merakiui]

(4) obviously I love your x reader fics the most hehe. but I really do like the occasional sprinkling of polycules or at least open relationships u do amongst characters and certain dynamics !! I know a lot of them aren't necessarily ships between the other characters ^^; but u write their dynamics so well and it's fun to see how they interact with one another when a further person (reader) is involved :D if that makes sense ^^;

(8) god the descriptive imagery you paint and OMG THE ATTENTION TO DETAIL!!! your attention to detail and symbolism featured in your work such as dru and 11:11 !! those are some of the most notable works that come to my mind, but really any of your longer work or even a few specific drabbles always seem to hold so much detail !! I remember (awhile back) after u had updated dru with a new chapter, anons were pointing out your foreshadowing and specific symbolism from earlier chapters and theorizing for future chapters and aaa !! it was so fun, really felt like we were playing detective hehe, and it really shows how well you keep your readers interested and attentive ^_^ and omg every one of ur fics has such amazing setting and I find myself absolutely enamored and immersed with the scene!! 11:11 made me awestruck with the scenery the first time i read it, and then left me amazed at the symbolism the next few times i read it!! OMG AND YOUR PACING!! how did I not mention that earlier omg T__T .. your pacing is absolutely fantastic. and how you can so easily achieve the right tone and pacing depending on the context!! the slow and steady parts in a tense and suspenseful atmosphere that never let the reader get too comfortable >:) or other times, it begins fast paced and sudden before slowly fizzling out to a cliffhanger or masterful and concluding ending!! and the overall sensual and loving undertones of your more fluffy and intimate work and the gentle pacing that comes with them T__T orz you are truly a master at pacing. OH AND AAHHH your ability to write such re-readable work !! whether it's a longer and more developed piece or a quick thought u had rushed, i always find myself going back thru your tags or scrolling thru ur blog and re reading things I know I've already read a dozen times before because aaa T__T I just really adore your work so much and everytime I read from you, it always feels like a treat that i'm unwrapping and indulging in for the first time <3

(11) as much as i love all of your current work, something I would love to see more of would definitely be you writing and exploring the other dorms + characters in more depth!! :D I adore how you paint pomefiore and diasomnia, despite not writing much of the latter ^^; and I'd love to see more scarabia and savanaclaw content from you as well!! I know you've explored kalim/jamil briefly before but I think you'd have tons of fun writing kalims character in more complex scenarios since he's such a fun, optimistic, and upbeat guy and a bit oblivious .. and the possibilities of a character like jamil orz !! but of course, never feel pressured for that kind of stuff !! writing characters that are, well, actually somewhat consistent to their canon character can be such a hard feat to achieve, so don't worry too much about exploring other characters if you're not yet ready to tackle their personalities, or if u simply don't have an interest in them !! I'm always happy with any content you currently publish, so it wouldn't bother me if you prefer to stick with dorms/characters you're most familiar with 🫶🫶

sry if this was long .. I hope I didn't miss/forget anything that I wanted to say T_T

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DEAREST ANON, OMG OMG THANK YOU!!!!!!! I want to preface my ramblings by saying please never apologize for long asks!!! I love to read asks regardless of how short or long they may be. Additionally, I cannot thank you enough for sending such a sweet message OMG?????? AAAAAAA okay okay!!!! >w< now I will delve into my ramblings per section! :D

I'm so happy you can enjoy the dynamics and relationships in my writing! With Pomefiore especially, though I don't write it often, I love their entire dynamic as a group, so the thought of them sharing a darling together is very fun!! Although this applies for any group of yanderes! Heartslabyul is so much fun when they're all pining for the same person. Of course, this is also the same case for Octavinelle and Diasomnia. Just,,,, any group of yanderes is fun to write for because they all are united with the common similarity of sharing darling, but they all interact with darling in separate, different ways, which I greatly enjoy writing about. Additionally, how the characters themselves will interact with each other! Like Ace and Deuce being an example of "the enabler" and "the enabled." Deuce tries so hard to be good, but it's difficult when Ace is in his ear, twisting his rationality and morals. ;;;;

AAAAAA thank you so much for enjoying my descriptive imagery and details!!! One of my favorite things about writing series is that I can sprinkle in all kinds of foreshadowing that span throughout chapters, which allows for readers to theorize and make guesses about what might happen next in the plot. Playing detective is so fun!!! DRU is full of symbolism and details big and small. I'm always so excited to read everyone's theories and thoughts on recent chapters and the story overall. I'm also so attached to the setting because it feels like such a vibrant city despite all of the darkness that is happening beneath the surface.

Speaking of settings, thank you for liking the settings in my stories!!!!!! With 11:11, I just had to place Rook in a cabin in the woods. He fits into that sort of backdrop so well! I'm glad you could enjoy your reading of it. As is common with my fics, there was an absurd amount of detail and symbolism weaved throughout despite it being a relatively compact fic. ^^;;; it's a little scary how easy it was to write Rook for that fic... but I'm proud of the outcome! He's a terrifying menace in that plot.

AAAAAA THANK YOU FOR SAYING SO ABOUT MY PACING!!!!!! To be called a master... I'm really flattered and so relieved to know my pacing is done just right. I often worry about my pacing in smut scenes. On one hand, I don't want it to be a few paragraphs or too short where it feels rushed or hastily composed; I really want to dig deep into the sensations and feelings of that scene, as well as illustrate the connection between the reader and the character. But then I also don't want to write a smut scene that feels like it drags on. orz I'm very happy to know that is not the case!

:o re-readable work!!!!! I'm forever shocked when I'm told that people read my work more than once. It never occurs to me that my stories are worth a second, third, or even fourth read. >_< so thank you for loving it enough to read more than once!! I am eternally grateful that both long and short works (fics and ramblings) can be enjoyed over and over!! <3 I hope to continue to provide you with more tasty treats hehe!!!

Aaaa yes!!! I plan to explore more characters beyond the ones I already write a lot of (looking directly at Octavinelle). Lately I've wanted to write a lot of Jamil and Vil thoughts, but I also hope to write more for characters like Leona and Malleus and more of other dorms as a whole! Book six flipped a switch in me and now I have even more love for the characters. >0< with Jamil, I want to write a short fic called [...] (yes, that is the title...for now) in which you match with him on a dating app, but he's secretly your stalker. Stalker Jamil is currently my favorite flavor of Jamil, but I am compiling all manner of facts about him and his personality so that I can write him in a convincing, in-character manner! Also,,, enemies to lovers with Jamil, but then I want to use that trope for nearly every twst character lol. But I will definitely write more for other characters! :D I hope those writings will be enjoyed when they are posted!!!!

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hi hi ner!! 👻💕🎨 for the ask game !!

Aaa Ian here you are again coming in with the questions that I really have to think about (it’s fine don’t worry but oof these aren’t easy ones for me to answer).

👻 What is your wildest headcanon?

I mean all my opinions are factually correct so… Jk, jk. Kind of a tricky question, tho 🤔

I know I’ve said this before but I kinda never know when character / canon interpretation or interpolation crosses over into headcanon territory. Plus I generally do try to be pretty canon-compliant and base my interpretations on that.

Basically, for all those folks making headcanon lists and stuff, my brain just does not work that way and not sure I'd ever be able to produce one of my own.

Hmm…

Honestly, I’m totally drawing a blank here, sorry 😔 I guess if I’ll ever throw something wild into a fic, you’ll find out?

Only thoughts I can even kinda grasp rn are nsfw and uhhh some of those are definitely more personal wish fulfillment than actual headcanons.

💕 What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

Aaa how can I even choose.

I mean also a big chunk of it is smut and a lot of it isn’t widely available (and I probably can’t remember the existence of half of it off the top of my head), so…

I suppose in some sense Of Cows and Curses and Consequences (Hatsuharu x reader, Fruits Basket) is my magnum opus, at least as far as longfic and plotting is concerned. Yes, it is very unfinished and I haven’t touched it in ages, but I worked so properly on that one, outlining my chapters and the story (like, I’ve got notes like 10 chapters ahead of what’s been published), which makes it stand out. Plus it was one of the first if not the first fic I ever wrote (if we don’t count the beginnings of a young teenager self-insert for Earth’s Children that never made it past couple hand-written pages). So yeah, a bit of a “go big or go home” start to my fic writing journey. 😅

Also whatever was the first fic I wrote with a friend’s tastes specifically in mind. Always love it when I can get someone right in the feels (definitely a big reason for why I write in the first place, but that’s a story for another time before I get even more off-track).

Honestly there’s so many pieces I could consider notable for being a first in something or otherwise meaningful but I really can’t pick just one.

🎨 If someone were to make fanart of your work, what fic or scene would you hope to see?

Oh boy so many Jamil scenes coming to mind. Fixation would have so many tasty bits (some of them even sfw, oop), some whump for the Kali & Shiva analogy thoughts (it could be so cool even if it also would hurt me so bad 😭), Jamil’s first realization moment (or any flustered bit, really) from How Not to Be Swept Under… All of them would be lovely ngl.

Though honestly, if anyone ever were to make anything (draw, write, whatever) inspired by my works, I would probably just combust and live off the high for a week (or a few).

I’m afraid my answers for these ones are kinda rambly and not super definitive but alas, it is what it is. Can’t pick just one for many of these. Still, ty for the questions Ian! I hope my answers weren't too disappointing.

(ask game here for anyone else curious)